scared and unsure

those are two of the words in the english vocabulary that you don't want in one sentence.

I want to do more than what I am presently accomplishing...I believe that the Lord blessed me with a creative mind and impressive audio/visual instinct...part of a masterplan that I am still trying to figure out.

My search started way back in 2006 when i surrendered myself for missions. I knew that starting at that point, God is preparing me to go somewhere. Where? I have no idea...all I know is that i need to go! years passed and the desire to go diminsihed...over time, i was starting to be uncertain if God really did call me. i continued with my life and tried to be as good as a christian as i can be...then came Missions Conference week 2010...God rekindled that flame in me! Hearing testimonies after testimonies from missionaries, I was sure that God wants me to do something.

Right now, i will be concentrating with the basics that I once taught...then once i have mastered the basics, I am praying that God would give me an opportunity to have formal training in the area of Biblical Studies. I want to know more about the Lord and His ways...and also, I want to gain the capacity to rightly divide His truths and illuminate it to people who are lost.

God...I pray...that you give me the grace to overcome being scared and unsure!